Tuesday, January 17, 2012

IMadeItThroughAnotherDay

I titled this blog WeMadeItThroughAnotherYear.

Tonight, I'm rejoicing that I simply MadeItThroughAnotherDay.

Every once in a while I morph into a total freak over night. I get weepy during Barney's 20th year anniversay episode. I eat cheese from a can. I make up crazy things in my head about people hating me and then believe them. I make rash decisions, but only ones that can be undone, because deep deep down I'm not actually that irrational.

But only once a month, and it only lasts a day or two.

Thank God, because the world would come undone if it lasted any longer.

Today, after a sleepless night, not a singing toothbrush sleepless night but a sick moaning child wiggling around all night kind of sleepless night, it was one of those days I had morphed into someone else. A crazy person.

I can't give details of the damage that ensued.

I won't admit if I ate cheese from a can this time.

But I will say, I'm really really glad that somebody isn't keeping score.

I'm thankful for grace.

IMadeitThroughAnotherDay.....and tomorrow is a chance to try again.

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